sexta-feira, 29 de junho de 2007

As palavras valem o que valem. Mas eu não queria que tivesse sido assim. Não peço compreensão, também não peço desculpa. Assumo que fiz tudo consciente de que este seria o resultado que eu desejava. Não lamento o fim, mas lamento os meios. Espero que o tempo dê sentido aos actos e, à distância, eles tenham valido a pena e não sejam mais do que um pequeno acidente de percurso.
Se algum dia perceberes, fala-me.

quinta-feira, 28 de junho de 2007

De uma vez por todas

Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay 

I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away

With no apologies

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay 

Don't stay

segunda-feira, 25 de junho de 2007

Hoje é mais um dia daqueles... :(

domingo, 24 de junho de 2007

Foi a primeira vez em muitos anos (sete...?) que a noite de São João acabou comigo a andar a pé, sozinho, em direcção a casa, e com a luz do dia bem presente no céu de Verão. Foi como ter virado uma longa página e, do outro lado, reencontrar algo familiar. A sensação de andar numa cidade fantasma, em que só se ouve barulho ao longe e se cruza ruas, becos e largos sem encontrar vivalma é ainda mais mística e fascinante quando os próprios candeeiros se apagam à nossa passagem, deixando-nos a sós com a suavidade do amanhecer, das casas quietas e dos carros silenciosos. Ouve-se a própria respiração, os próprios passos.
Que noite!


Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
(30 Seconds to Mars)

sábado, 23 de junho de 2007

Unwell

Nos dias que correm, não há como negar que isto podia ser o meu retrato-robot.
Está ali do lado direito.

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
And I don't know why


But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be…

Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind


But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

sexta-feira, 22 de junho de 2007

Uma conversa... um sorriso... mudam um dia.

segunda-feira, 18 de junho de 2007

«But I cannot escape the present feeling of being eaten up from the inside; the immediate loss of appetite; the huge lump in my throat. Death is always the same, isn’t it? The loss of someone creates a pain-sized gap, and if it was sudden, it makes the grief all the more hard to swallow.»

(onde "death" pode não ser literal)
.
.

I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears.
I would give the very breath from my chest
To give you all the things that my mind couldn't bare,
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone.

These wounds won't seem to heal.
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light.
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me.

These wounds won't seem to heal.
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream, i'd fight away all of your fears,
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

I love to walk away
And pull myself out of the rain,
But I can't leave without you.
I love to live without the constant fear and endless doubt,
But I can't live without you.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream, i'd fight away all of your fears,
And i've held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

domingo, 17 de junho de 2007

Oito dias depois

A vida segue o seu rumo. Mas a memória não se apaga, principalmente a mais recente... as contas não estão saldadas.

segunda-feira, 11 de junho de 2007

Vida menos um quarto

Ich werde in die Tannen gehen,
Dahin, wo ich sie zuletzt gesehen

Doch der Abend wirft ein Tuch aufs Land,
Und auf die Wege hinterm Waldesrand

Und der Wald er steht so schwarz und leer,
Weh mir oh weh, und die Vögel singen nicht mehr...

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein – Ohne dich,
Mit dir bin ich auch allein - Ohne dich.
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden – Ohne dich,
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden – Lohnen nicht.

Auf den Ästen in den Gräben,
Ist es nun still und ohne Leben

Und das Atmen fällt mir ach, so schwer,
Weh mir oh weh, und die Vögel singen nicht mehr...

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein – Ohne dich,
Mit dir bin ich auch allein - Ohne dich. (Ohne dich)
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden – Ohne dich,
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden – Lohnen nicht, ohne dich.

Ohne dich

Und das Atmen fällt mir ach, so schwer,
Weh mir oh weh, und die Vögel singen nicht mehr...

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein – Ohne dich,
Mit dir bin ich auch allein - Ohne dich (Ohne dich)
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden – Ohne dich,
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden – Lohnen nicht, ohne dich

Ohne dich

domingo, 10 de junho de 2007

Not just sometimes

Sinto que não ando cá a fazer nada.

quinta-feira, 7 de junho de 2007

Habemus Compradorum


Não se acotovelem mais!:P
O Asus já encontrou uma nova dona.